My idol

So I need to talk about my amazing bf.. We had a little chat about politics at work over dinner tdy and he taught me so much in that short 30mins? Listening to what he told me just made me grow up like instantly. (okay my thoughts are all jumbled up now and idk how to continue coz there's too much I wna say.)
k so these are the feelings that I'm experiencing/ experienced after the chat:
• my boy has grown. Like I don't get it, after every 4 days of not meeting up, he seems to be different. Now, he seems matured in the way he handles stuff and presents himself, and I'm so proud of him
• the amount of stress he has to handle at work is insane... And I'm freaking out coz in about 4 years, I've to experience the same thing and I'll have no 'Its okay, I'm gg back to school anyway' days to look forward to, I'll be forever stuck in this!!! :/
• Even tho he is experiencing all these nonsense at work, he never ever vents it on me.. Never ever. So how, where else to find such an awesome, matured, stable man huh? Sigh, I'm so glad I have him. I need to stop being unreasonable and venting all my 怨气 on him.
Haha I'm sorry baby, you'll always be my role model and confidant. :) I love you
Before I end off, here is a quote from him - ' When an opportunity presents itself, seize it, we need them'

#10 things you don't know about me

1. I hate going thru tutorials for games so I always skip them and figure out the game on my own.
2. My family has a 'no locked doors in the house' policy.
3. I think butts are one of the dirtiest things on earth. Not the bare butts but more of clothed butts.
4. I like studying for a major exam/ test.
5. I need to plan my time down to the last minute.
6. I'm a worrywart.
7. I detest people being late.
8. I used to have really straight and silky hair. Sadly, not anymore. :(
9. I'm never adventurous when it comes to food, I always order the same dish. Haha
10. I have super bad skin. :(

If I die young

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors
Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand

There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing
Funny, when you're dead how people start listening

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys
And I'll wear my pearls

Dec

So it's the month of Dec, last month of 2011. I know you'd probably hear this from everybody la, but 2011 is passing so so fast! I honestly have no idea how I spent my year. :/ okay so actually I was planning to come up with one length entry bout my year but I guess I'll wait till the last few days of Dec so the feeling is there. Haha k so I'm really excited for dec coz I'll be meeting alot of people and spending time w them! Yay!